There is a thin line between stupidity and evil.  Your friends can hurt you in so many ways, ways that you can't even imagine.  My heart is crushed into thousands lil pieces.  Just feel free to step on it.  I don't think anyone cares.  I have done nothing but giving hospitality, but in return I got stabbed in the back.  Jealousy?  Competition?  I don't know and I don't care to find out.  That's their problem.  My problem is to be so damn naive.  I trust ppl quickly.  I like sweet talks.  I let others get close to me and catch me off guard.  I just want to sit here and cry my ass off.  I put so much effort into building a good friendship, but all this is just bullshits.  Fuck everything!!!   

Will love conquer all?  What is love exactly?  Is it the comfort you get when you’re around that someone?  Is it security they can give you financially?  Is it the admiration for their beliefs, knowledge and maturity?  Is it the passion, the sparks when you touch them, kiss them, or even just a hug?  Or is it all of the above?  What if they’re lacking?  Nothing/no one is perfect.  But what is the standard?  Is love given or can it be built?  Will marriage the end of love or just the beginning?  I’m standing at the intersection not knowing which path to take.  Having options are definitely not a good thing.  Always have doubts and stress.  Temptation is taking over.